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Well today started off with me not getting enough sleep, nightmare after nightmare last night, I am not sure what is going on in my subconscious, but its freakin me out. The dreams which normally dont go back into the same place once I have awoken kept going right back where I had left off. I would awake outta fear, and when id close my eyes id fall right back into the nightmare. So needless to say I didnt sleep very well. I hate the recurring dreams, but I know I was supposed to get something from them, but what, cuz it was like a movie, a horror movie, and the people around me were dying one by one, and I could only stand and watch, tried to save them all but couldnt get to them in time. SO today I ponder my dreams, (which id rather forget) and search for the underlying meaning behind the dreams. I had better work this one out before bedtime tonite, cuz I cant stand the idea of closing my eyes and entering my own personal hell all over again tonite. WIsh my entry was more upbeat, but perhaps if I can work this out, I can repost the solution...... keep ur fingers crossed. stressed