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Do you enjoy causing me pain?
You compared me with someone else...
It hurt...Now there's a hole where my heart should be...
And you caused it
With your lies and comparision....
You hurt me like I thought no one could ever do
But I was too safe
You showed me what's really going on and what true pain was
So now I know what to expect from everyone I trust
That's why I'm starting to be distant with everyone I love
It was because of you
Now every where I go I'm scared that I'll see you
I feel like if you see me you'll kill me
So now I want to go back into my shell and never come back out
Now I think 'Is there hope that this could all start over?Or that it never happened?'
But I know the answer to that
So now I'm broken forever
I just wish and pray that there's someone out there that can fix me
And fill my heart again
But I know I'm wishing for too much
And that person will never show nor exists