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I am so ******** sick and tired of dealing with this melodramatic bullshit!

Do I look like the kind of person who wants to know that you're going to kill youself?! Do I?! Do I look like I'm the type of person who will sit there, listen to your whining, and still let you do it?!

HUH?!

Well let me get this through your god-damned thick skull!

I WILL NOT STAND BY AND WATCH, NOR LISTEN, TO YOU KILL YOURSELF! I WILL NOT SIT THERE, LISTEN TO IT, TAKE IT AS IT IS THE ONLY OPTION LEFT, AND LET YOU KILL YOURSELF!! I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU, BECAUSE THEY DO! LOTS OF PEOPLE DO, YOU'RE JUST TOO DAMNED SELFISH TO LOOK FOR THEM!!

WELL GUESS WHAT?! WHEN YOU DO DECIDE TO KILL YOURSELF AND DO EVENTUALLY GO THROUGH WITH IT, THEY'LL BE THE ONES LEFT DEAD!!

NOT YOU!!

BECAUSE THEY'LL BELIEVE THAT THEY HAD A CHANCE TO STOP YOU BUT COULDN'T!! THEY'LL BELIEVE THAT YOU SAW NOTHINGNESS AS A BETTER OPTION THAN THEM!!

THEY'LL BE THE ONES STUCK IN ETERNAL, LIVING TORMENT! NOT YOU!!!

AND I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO DEAL WITH FRIENDS, OR FAMILY, SUICIDES, EVENTUALLY END UP THE SAME!!

SO STOP YOUR ******** WHINING AND ENJOY THE GIFT THAT GOD GAVE YOU INSTEAD OF WASTING IT, BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO BUSY WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY TO CARE FOR THOSE AROUND YOU!!

lIFE IS NOT ABOUT LIVING FOR YOURSELF!! IT'S ABOUT LIVING FOR GOD AND FOR THE OTHER BEINGS AROUND YOU!! IF YOU'RE IN PAIN, GO TO A FRIEND!! FIND HELP!! DON'T TAKE THE EASIEST ******** WAY OUT AND LEAVE EVERYONE AROUND YOU IN PAIN!!

STOP BEING SO ******** SELFISH!!!!!

I'M SO SICK OF IT!!

YOU PEOPLE, YOU THINK DEATH IT SO MUCH BETTER THAN LIFE...IT'S NOT!! ALL SUICIDE WILL DO IS EITHER PUT YOU IN HELL OR ETERNAL TORMENT!!!

DO YOU REALY WANT THAT?!!

DO YOU?!!? do you?!

...god...I'm so tired of having this all on my shoulders...

YOU'VE REDUCED ME TO TEARS!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!! HUH?!

Whatever you choose, any of you...please, please...

Don't waste your gift...life is a gift from god.

Please...please...don't throw it away.

-Angelina