For today's blog entry I have decided to do a little self-reflection on my life, as well as rant about the people that affect and influence it. For the past few months my life has been, as I can only tell, that of a 80's glam metal rock star, sex, drugs and rock & roll....Well actually scratch the sex part, seeing how I haven't had any in about 5 months, but I've had plenty of the other two none the less. It's not that I choose not to have sex, it's that a majority of women out there seem to think that sex has a lot to do with love. In my experience that is complete bullshit, sex is not a thing of love, in fact it is indeed a many different things but not a symbol for love. It is simply only for pleasure and the continuation of the species.
Sorry, I strayed off topic, where was I? Ah yes, how is life going? Well lets break it down into the subjects:
School: I'm not going to it currently.
Work: Same as always, work.
Home: Almost got kick out last week, which led me to the decision of moving out. Sadly this maybe hard due to the fact that I am broke and am in debt to very people I want to move from.
The next subject would be relationships, this maybe a long one. Currently I have come from two failed relationships and have a few potential ones also. I can't seem to pick up any women, even when I try, and today I think to myself, why? Why did my past relationships fail? Why can't create new ones. With the failed ones I know why, it was simply my fault, I grew too attached and no liked that. As for trying to start new relationships, I just don't understand, I try being nice but apperently chivilry is now dead, it seems like most women want an a*****e, but I when try being an a** nobody likes me for it. Perhaps it is predestined for me to be alone and I should get over it and move on.
And now for the rants. Who should I start with first?
The Marines: They keep calling and I keep saying no, either they need soldiers that badly, or there must be something great about me that they want (I'm patting my ego on the head right now).
Sarah: I have no problem with your boyfriend, when he's not around you, but when I see you two together I hate him. Not because I'm jealous(although that maybe a lie) but because when he's around you he has to make everyone else feel like s**t in order to impress you, a trait which I have seen my brother, and Matt do, which pisses me off. Therefore if you two are together I will not hang out with you, unless say we're all at a party so at least I'll have other people distract me from it.
Jordan: You are still one of my best friends, I'm sorry I don't talk to you much now. It's only because I hate aim and the phone. But I have made it a New Years resolution to save up some money and go up to San Fran and visit you.
Moon Brothas: It is clear that all three of us are self-destructing.
Rebecca: A week or two ago you accused me of not caring about you. Thing is, I do care about you, I'm just tired of being hurt and disappointed. And I am pretty sure you'll find your way to reading this, Sock Pirate. (There I go patting my ego again)
Sharon: Thank you for the advice about three or four blog entries back. I wanted to thank you on aim but you haven't been online or you blocked me. I'm kinda glad we can try and be civil.
Kyle: I got nothing, except you're gonna have to meet up with me some where else on fridays cause I'm not gonna go to the park anymore.
I think that includes everybody currently. If I missed someone, don't feel bad these rant will go on for a long time. Who knows you maybe in the next one. (My ego is a happy little puppy now).
Until next time:
See you at the bar.
p.s. I still have no Guinness.
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