I don't even know my life anymore or anything that is going on in it.. It sucks.. I am confused and do absolutly nothing about besides sit aroun on the computer playing old snes games.. It is making me lose contact with the real world.. I act mornic most of the time without realizing it.. I might even be right now.. I am losing friends, not keeping contact with them. So much is happening and I am not even realizing it.. Thing is.. I don't really want to find out.. I know there will be bad consequences. But.. I make up excuses for myself to stay on the computer and play my god damn Bahamut Lagoon. I don't really know what is causing all of this.. It MAY be the fact that one of the few people that are kind to me moved away to Germany.. It may be the fact that my big brother and his friends are leaving me one bye one..Nope.. It's definatly both... My friends are growing tired of me and
Stuffs.. I dunno what to do. well whatever..... I may be overreacting.. And such but meh.. I will probably get over it..
Anyways.. Yeah.. I have not much more to say and I have no idea why I worte this journal in the first place.. I will be sure to write on happier days.. KTHNXBI!!
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