Well, incase she hasn't told you already, we're dating. Jessika and I, I mean. It's nice, has a family comfort to it, but I'm facing the incomfortablities I did when we were first dating. It's this distance.... It sucks...
I really like her, but I'm almost afraid she doesn't like me back, but in a way, I feel somewhat... bonded to her. Kind of how I feel about John, or Hubert, but differnet. I cant' really explain it. And as much as I wish it would happen, it never does, I kind of want to have a long, in depth conversation with her. There is a lot of silence over the phone with our conversations.
I've been getting these weird feeling lately too. Like... I don't know how to explain it, I know something, an event happens (something of that effect) and I get these on-off migrains...
Oh, I have a MySpace now, It's Shh, and the URL is: here
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There is an akward silence between us when ever we do talk on the phone. That's weird. I don't want it to be there. I want to be able to talk to you about anything..