I know this is really long...I think it's not that bad...what do you guys think?? I am sick and tired of not being right for you, of not being good enough, of not being your ideal. I am sick and tired of always being the friend and never the girlfriend, of being second best, of not being loved the way I deserve. I am sick and tired of crying over guys who break my heart, over not being accepted, over not being cared about. I am sick and tired of crying to my friends when you break my heart, telling one person you like me and telling me you don't. I am sick and tired of always being lied to because I may not be pretty enough, because I may not be popular enough. I am sick and tired of reading between the lines. Why can't you just tell me to my face? Why can't you just accept me for me? I am sick and tired of having horrible thoughts run through my mind, of wanting this all to end, in never falling in love again. All I want is to be loved by someone because I am sick and tired of falling for guys who don't fall back. So won't someone just fall for me? heart crying
jax_93_shortie · Thu Dec 14, 2006 @ 09:37pm · 4 Comments |