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Hey whats up you guys? Thanks to Dylan Im forced to update.

Man I've had some crazy couple of weeks. It went ok till this big outburst between my sister, boyfriend, and best friend.

((Not metchioning any names)) Things got crazy and in the end I thought I was going to explode and have you ever wanted to run away from life just so you can cry and meraculosly ((yeah Dylan I know I didn't spell that right)) appear when you feel better?

Lets just say talking about my feeling isn't one of my specialties...and man It seemed like everyone wanted me to spill my guts out on the table...I hate doing that kinda crap!

My head still hurts from trying to keep my tears at bay the entire day...Sometimes I think everyones against me in life.

Like the whole world hate me having any type of relationship.

But I guess things are better now...im nervos still though....im afraid everything is going to fall apart and it will be my fault but I didn't do anything...

GOD I HATE DRAMA!!!!!

On a happier note mine and Zak's aniversery is coming up and im excited....that is if no one is going to try and ruin that! stare