Today was the worst day in humanity, you can tell that by the way I am sulking in my own primordial ooze that was once my LIFE.
Early today, I thought it was going to be a great day. Untill I got to school. This girl, Destiny, we've been going out for about a month and a week. I kinda fell pretty deep in love over the last couple of weeks. Like, head over heels I guess. We've kissed, we were supposed to be going to the movies on saturday, and everything was completely normal and fine. So today I wait in the computor lab, like always. But she doesn't come. So her friends lacey walks in crying and says sorry and gives me a note from Destiny. I read it, it says this exactly:{ Hey-
You're prolly gonna hate this but I think we should break up. I hope u don't hate me...and I guess ur gonna want an explination. (Please dont think this has n e thig 2 do w/ you cause it doesn't.) I don't know why but the same thing always happens. I guess the way I feel about people changes. and I didn't want it 2 but the same thing happened w/ u. And trust me I didn't want it to happen but I I hate myself for letting u think everything was perfect. It's not fair for you 2 have 2 be w/ sum 1 who doesn't feel the same. I'm not gonna say " don't hate, let's be friends" (even tho I wish I could) but I'm leaving that up 2 u. If u never want 2 talk 2 me again, I can understand why. I hate that it happened like this... } ( that's EXACTLY how it was written. )
So I stood, shaking in axiety, fear, disbelief, sadness. And I just went throught that 20 minutes about to cry, not really talking. Then I did something COMPLETELY STUPID...I wrote a note to her while I was in that shaky disbelief state. Which is HORRIBLY STUPID. Cause most of it was anger or questions. So I failed my math test in 1st block because I coulnd't think straight. 2nd block, I cried with my hood down, and my teacher FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS WHOLE YEAR(oh yeah, on THIS DAY...)that my jacket is out of dress code. So I have to take it off, and I'm cold. This whole time, Destiny is ignoring me throughout the hallway. dunno why. So I go to 3rd block, nothing bad happens, 'cept I have lunch that block and I always sit w/ my friends at the same table that SHE SITS. So I figure out that she starts reading the note IN LUNCH. omg. I cram food down and run out. 4th block I sit by my best friend that always like her( I practically askes him permission to go out w/ her. lol) and he's GLAD we broke up. So then after school, I get on the bus. She never wrote me back. I almost cry on the bus back home. And so I get on the computer and type this. And it wasn't just me. It was EVERYONE. Everyone I KNOW had a really bad day today. Like, everything that could go wrong in everyone's life DID today. I don't know why, I think it was because it was national "skip school day" and NOONE did. I don't know, today was a horrible day.
Why me?
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