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A promise is not made with words...

So we agreed,
you told me and I believed
in the fact that you would stay
with me, maybe not always
but still
who is there to fill
this void in me
you left empty
Now I lay with a heart broken to shreads
It feels like I should be dead
or bleeding, or dying
but I haven't been crying
my tears for you are eternal in my heart
I want to part
from the memory of you and me
so that I can heal and forget the we
that I somehow thought would be
alive and well, or maybe there was a she
someone who was better that I
so for you to be happy, I guess I must cry
And though I knew it couldn't be love in any type of way
I though you would stay
I wish you could still be here
shed not a tear
for my solitary pain
it would be invain
to try and undo what you did
my heart should have hid
I never said
you never said
but the things that were talked were enough so
that you would surely know
I would forever miss
you, but if you don't know this

words are not needed to make a promise