Why is it that every time I love some one and I give them some of my heart they some how hurt me and don't even notice it... why is it that things that can break me go unoticed to the person witht eh hammer driving the nail into my chest.... why is it that I can't stand being me any more because of all the pain I'm in... why do I feel like the world is running miles faster than me and I'm sitting here doing nothing wasting away... I can't help but get this bitting numb feeling... can some one just for once be there and not hurt me... can some one be there and understand... some one that will listen to everything so I can make those scars on my heart go away... so some one besides me knows and I'm not bottling up this pain that will one day make me be the bitter woman that stay alone for her life... will some one listen to me and not give me problems for how weird or how mental I am... can some one help me stop crying my self into sleep... can some one help me save me from myself and the scars that leave and ever bearing mark on my heart... on my soul...
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