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Everything that happened today was just so bad. First i get a e-mail from Shahwar saying that Jr said to her that Charlotte was talking bout Shahwar behind her back. And my best mate also e-mailed charlotte saying why she was talke bout her behind her back and stuff. So charlotte said that she didn't do anything or call Shahwar a tart. And that Jr was just trying to get them both against each other. (Jr is a internet friend who was once my best mates

And now i get the blame even for when i tell the truth. And it was true that Charlotte called my best mate a tart. And now they think that i have been lying and i also think that their not my friend now. Jr also said he ain't gonna talk to me cos all of us lied to him bout something. Now im either gonna just risk my life and just lose my most special friends or just say that i did lie. And that is what i am trying to do now but i didn't lie! I know its stupid but what else can i do? I still cannot believe that Shahwar my best friend is actually believing Charlotte! Cos she said that if she thought she was a tart she would say it to her face. Ok i agree with that but i swear i never lied. And now there is no way that i am ever gonna be friends with her. plus they think that me and Jr actually planned this! Plus Charlotte told me to ******** off a few times and said that she ain't lying. Plus she said that im dead meat when i am in skool on monday. now i dunno what to do and i have no one to hang out with anymore. I am also crying so hard but none of them care! I want to move skools.