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I will miss Chase so much if he leaves. I can't help but feel so strong about him and I will really be alone with out him. I love going over our past with him. Its so fun to see his side of things. He asked me my favorite thing about us and I told him how every one envied our relationship. How even his teenage guy friends envied us and wanted what we had. He really tried so hard to change and grow up. Im proud. Its funny how 2 years past and I still know him inside and out. He was my first love and no one can understand why I still get those feelings for him. I loved how he wasn't afraid to admit he was whiped. I can still tell him everything and he still gives me that same look when he is thinking of kissing me. I want to love him like I use to so bad. For one hes my childs father and I like the idea of keeping my innosents and keeping a simple family instead of step parents being involved. Another is he tries so hard how it is. At times I do and other times I don't but lately hes all I think and talk about.

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