~Love~
its a funny word...with many meanings. after tonight. i just realized that i'm missing out on alot of things being single. i mean...i'm 14 for peats sake! and i haven't even really had any relation things...like...i've never held hands, huged, danced, sat really close, or most of all even kissed a boy. sweatdrop i've had a boyfriend...and he was so nice...but we were in 7th grade! and idk....he gave me up for his grades. its kinda sad...and tonight i saw emily and her boyfriend, Dillian. i know i've seen them hold hands, and kiss (alittle kiss on the lips real quick). but tonight i saw them making out and stuff. i mean...it must be cool...or something. because you can actually think what the other person is thinking and stuff..like the same thought of you...and someone who gets you (well your friends get you...but its different when its a guy) and it was kinda gross at the same time...but most of it was awww. and then Amber got back with her boyfriend. and it was cute to see them together. and alot of people dancing and holding hands playing around at the football game. and then one of my best friends who lives like far north has a boyfriend too. it makes me think..."when am i going to get a boyfriend?" because most people in the world get married and stuff. and find that special someone. i don't want to be single...because i'll be lonely and i would never be able to do alot of stuff like....the obious. or enter ball room dancing compititions, couples volleyball, snuggle with when its cold or have fun with at the beach.
but i'm afrade to get close to anyone in CRHS because i'm leaving...and it'd be hard to leave anyone that you love. expecially if i like....kissed them or something.
i guess its the fact that i want to feel that strong of a bond. redface but who can blame me for peats sake?!? because thats like all people talk about in magazines...movies.
TIFN!!!!!
thats it for now!
Sailor_Cutie_105 Community Member 
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