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Im Done... I cant take this anymore. Everytime something good happens, something has to go wrong. I always have to ruin things and im just sick and tired of doing that. I want to just go away, dissapear, vanish like dust. I wish i was never meant to be. Was i ever really meant to be? Was i ever supposed to be born? I ask myself this alot and at times i really think that i was never meant to be born. sigh i wish i could really find that certain girl, that one that will hold me, love, play games with me, have fun with me, be there for me and with me, and.......sigh nvm i guess im just dreaming this and this is a dream that one cant wake up from because it was never meant to be......I dont know what to do anymore, who my real friends are, or anything. Well i could keep going but this journal is pointless anyways so ill just stop right now.

Posted by: Godemonite Sun Sep 24, 2006 @ 03:34am

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Commented on: Sun Sep 24, 2006 @ 03:42am


	don't say that! please, if you didn't have a reason you would have never been born, i don't know how you feel about me, but i love you, honestly, i do. and should you die, i'm almost certain that i'd die to...

Commented on: Thu Oct 12, 2006 @ 02:31pm


	dude, are you nuts?? seriously....if you wasnt born then i wouldnt have met you...and i wouldnt be licking your face all the time confused lmao but seriously...you shouldnt be saying those things...i think your being too hard on yourself...things will look up for you...i promise. you will find that one girl that you can be with for the rest of your life....and believe me....thats one GOOD thing to look forward to and its a great feeling. just give it some time and im sure everything will work out just fine dude. and if you wasnt born...then i wouldnt have found such a great friend like you who really cares about people and puts others first...and loves all your friends. thats a great gift dude...dont let it go to waste. dude, i love you to bits....and if you did die, id be dying with you wink so think about that and let me know if you still feel the same way and i can help you through it cause thats what friends are for man. okies? okies. Love you so much mun heart licks blaugh

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