You asked me why I didn't come to you
I needed a shoulder to cry on,
someone to be there for me.
I needed someone who listened,
to talk to when I was sad.
You just increased my pain,
so why would I go to you.
He was there for me,
and listened to my pain.
When I cried you walked away,
but he talked to me and helped me get better.
When I was mad you ignored me,
but he talked me down.
When I was scared you laughed,
but he protected me.
when I was exited you put me down,
but he celebrated with me.
And you ask me why I didn't go to you,
why I went to him instead.
You couldn't tell how I felt,
but he knew right away.
You never stood up for me,
and he did no matter what.
And you asked me why I didn't come to you,
why I went to him instead.
I'm always the girl
I'm always the girl,
sitting in the corner,
looking at the floor,
all by myself.
I'm always the girl,
who stands around,
and watches everyone else have fun,
and wishes I was the one standing by my friends,
laughing and having a good time.
I'm always the girl,
who cries herself to sleep,
and fakes a smile the next morning.
I'm always the girl,
who has tons of talent,
but is scared to show it.
I'm always the girl,
who wants to talk to someone,
but won't just because i'm not sure,
what will we say,
and what if its weird.
I'm always the girl,
who you don't see whats going on in my mind,
I could be happier then ever,
and you wouldn't notice.
And I'm always the girl,
who has to let go.
Heart Broken
I cried myself to sleep last night
Even punched the wall
But it didn’t help
I still feel the pain
I still feel my heart break
I tried everything
From crisis moments
To faking a smile
But nothing helped
I still feel the pain
I still feel my heart break
Every time I see you
I think I’m seeing angels
My heart begins to pound
I can’t help but smile
But then I watch her walk up
And give you a gentle kiss
And I wish it was me
Standing in my best friends place
I can’t break you two apart
That’s still my best friend
And you’re still my close friend
But I can’t stop the feeling
I can’t stop loving you
No matter what I try
I’m still standing here
Letting my heart break
Pain
I'm awake all night,
listening to the fighting.
I want to help,
but theres nothing I can do.
I hear you cry,
and fall to the ground.
I don't know where I'm sleeping tonight,
could be anywhere.
The way you and him fight,
its killing me.
I want to step in and help,
but I know it will just make things worse.
you say you love him,
and you lie to your friends that everythings ok.
Your ruining both our lives,
how can I ever trust a guy when I watch one hurt you.
I keep the secrets for you,
it stays between us.
I clean up the messes you two make,
but know it will just be messy again tomorrow.
I need a way out,
a way to escape this life.
I just wish you two would break up now,
and you could find a better guy.
I'm left defenseless,
wishing something would change.
Still in my heart
We were so close,
we shared everything.
Everytime I saw you my heart jumped,
and this big smile came to my face.
I asked you if you really loved me,
you told me you loved me more then the world.
You walked me home at night,
to make sure I got there safe.
There was this amazing look in your eyes,
when you looked at me.
And when you hugged me,
I felt safe like you'd never let anything hurt me.
When you kissed my head,
I felt like a presious jewl.
When i laid my head on your sholder,
I felt like everything was perfect.
Now I'm walking down the street,
alone in the middle of the night.
When I walk in a room,
everyone gets quiet and looks at me.
I see our friends together,
having the time of their lives.
I see couples walking down the sidewalk,
and I feel alone.
I still don't want to except it,
I wanna pretend it didn't happen.
Sometimes when I wake up,
I forget it happend and go to call you.
Your mom gave me the ring,
she told me you were going to ask me to marry you.
I still wear it around,
I tell people I'm engagged.
I can't admit your gone,
it hurts to much inside.
When I heard you got in a car crash,
my heart shattered to pieces.
But your not gone to me,
Cause your still in my heart.
Everything Gone
I stand alone,
rain falling on me.
I cry to myself,
and nobody knows.
Raindrops falling on me,
I fall to my knees.
The dreams i once dreamed,
and crushed.
The things I once hoped,
are all gone.
There's nothing left for me,
nothing to hold on to,
nothing to give me strength.
I used to be so much,
but its all gone now.
You've taken everything away from me,
and left me as this empty shell of nothing.
I had so many plans for my life,
and now I have nothing but broken dreams.
You've taken my life from me,
my hopes my dreams,
their all gone.
Everything lost,
because of you.
Waiting
I'm walking on the beach alone,
people give me strange looks.
Its must be because their so used to seeing me,
walking beside you.
People ask if we've broke up,
and sometimes it feels like it.
It feels like you've dumped me,
and left me alone for good.
When you told me,
I fell to pieces.
Ask anyone I cried for days,
wouldn't leave my room for a week.
I watch the news everyday now,
hoping to hear your coming home.
I can't imagine what its like for you,
and I wonder if you still think of me.
I never knew it would hurt this much,
Being together with a military man,
and watching him leave to go to war.
Every night I dream of you,
and in my dreams we're walking on the beach together.
You promised you come home safe,
but the more I watch the news the less I believe that.
I can't sleep at night anymore,
knowing your in danger every minute there.
I've never understood why you joined the military,
what did you get from it.
I await the day you come home,
and we're together again.
juskiddin Community Member 
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