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Oh wow! What a day! Actually more like 2 days but anyways! Wow! I'm so happy, you can't tell can you? Haha didn't think so. It's all to do with a guy, and that he still loves heart me. We talked and kissed and held hands (no not dating (again) yet, but still.) He's being so sweet, and so much like before it's giving me flutterbyes again. (And no, before you ask me if he's just using me, I know he isn't. If he wanted sex, we would have ******** already.) I realised how much I've missed him, and how he smells and how he looks at me and everything else. It's like when we first met (2 years next month!) and he was so awesomely kind and genorous, and just wow. I wish I could explain it better, but I can't, I don't know how. but he's everything to me, and it's so amazing. Suddenly all those sappy heart songs that I couldn't listen to before only make me laugh. The weather outside is icky and grey and I love it! We had so much fun today at lunch. Pascal, Ashley, John and all went to Timmies and goofed around and made lewd jokes and stuff and it was awesome. It was so nice to have him there beside me, just watching me quietly. So tonight he's going to call me and hopefully more good things will happen. Oh and today was the last year I ever have to do school photo's other then next monthes grad ones!