nonexistant
i am nonexistant because i am not whole. a dear friend was lost to me...lost to the void. not the void of death, nor the void of life. simply, the void. he was lost to me, as he is lost to you. if he ever returns, i may exist. until then, i am nonexistant. because he is me, and i am him. without him, i am nonexistant.
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