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Ninth Entry - Being Bored |
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Hey yall.... how ya doing, well I am bored, so I am just gonna add another entry to my journal.
I guess I am kinda lost. I haven't been RPing at all lately... There is a person on many other RP sites that keeps irritating me, and every time I try and post alone with my own g/f... this person always ruins it. I was on one of the forums this person runs, and I managed to botch my own plot because this person joined a thread I had wanted to be just between me and my g/f. I had told her that I had wanted the thread to be just for me and my g/f, but she wouldn't take her post back, which irritated me further.
I don't want to get in the way of my g/f's post tho, cuz it had seemed that she had wanted to post with that other person more than me. It didn't help that the other person posted a hell of a lot more than I did or even could, so if I was going to try for a specific pairing, it would be futile... for the simple fact that I would be trying for the same person that that other person would want and would get because they post a lot more than myself. I ended up just not bothering to try for any of the three main characters that my g/f RPs as.
What's even worse, is that the person askes me all the time what is wrong, and why I don't want to RP with them, and each and every time I tell them and they are still clueless. I have sadly, pretty much stopped RPing with my g/f and this person because I can't handle what happens when I try to keep threads with my g/f and then try and meet this other person's demand on me posting... I just can't do it... Gomen nasai aijin.... gomen nasai koneko-chan..... Y_Y
Oye ve... I have to take a break from that or I really will go psyco... but anyway, let's see.... oh I told you about me being able to see my g/f in a previous entry, hai? lol It seems that I am a parent at the age of 21, my girlfriend and I have adopted a girl that we know who usually RPs as Hotaru. I think we make a kawaii little family.
I love my online family, and Taru-chan is my daughter, it may not be legally, but when she and my g/f are able to move in with me, I think we will be a nice little family ^^
I have started to want to draw, but I haven't been able to find time to, I am too stuborn I guess, I like to draw, but most of the time my doodles are just that, doodles. My stick ppl don't even look good. I went to Wal-Mart to get a few supplies like colored pencils and highlighters and markers and what not... but.... I doubt any of my drawings will look as good as my g/fs (which you can see on my prof page, the Haruka/Seiya pic is one that she drew for me on my b-day last year, and the one under that is one that I gave her a black and white version of it, and she colored it in, very brilliantly I might add ^^
Well, my typing all that out, I'm not quite as bored anymore, but... now I am slightly bored and even more confused... *sigh* maybe if someone is nice enough to post some suggestions?
Sailor_Haruka · Thu Aug 24, 2006 @ 06:57pm · 0 Comments |
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