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Essence Of An Emo The Pain They Feel...The Blood Thats Waisted...How Can Somthing So Pathetic...Become A Daily Ruteen? The Scars On Our Hands...On Our Legs...Its Like Seeing Someone That Has Been Tourcherd To The Core...I Wonder Why We Do It...And Still Continue...Is It Because It Makes Us Feel Alive...To Those That Wish They Were Dead...Or Simply For The Joy Of Seeing Our Own Blood...Drip Dpwn...Like A Tear Drop...Why Must We Be Hated So Among Others...We Have Not Done Anything To Them...Do They Hate Us Because We Merly Chose Death To Hold Us In Its Grip And Juss Let Go Of The Pain We Go Thou Daily...Or Are They Trying To Help Us...Some how...After A While...Do You See What You Have Done And Continue Out Of Pitty...The Scars Never Go Away...No Matter What...We Always See Them Thier...In Our Minds...And Its Visible...After Coming From The Water's...And Your Hands Being Pruned...Making It Easier To Cut Our Self's...But Thats Is An Emo...That Is...Me...

Posted by: ~Baby_Fire_Fox~ Sat Aug 19, 2006 @ 07:08pm

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Commented on: Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 09:33pm


	Well, in my opinion, you're only emo if you have no reason to do it, other than attention or becuase its a "cool thing to do".But there are many reasons people do it.Some do it to feel nothing, some to feel anything.Some do it for the rush that comes. Some do it to have some sort of control over their lives, or something constant in their loves. Some do it becuase life has become monotonous and they need to break routine.Some do it to defy someone. And, as i once heard it described in a story, they don't want to die, but they don't want to live, and it places them in the inbetween.

Commented on: Tue Sep 05, 2006 @ 05:58pm


	hm. are you speaking from experiance?

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Commented on: Wed Sep 06, 2006 @ 04:41am


	Hey...Sasuke, If blood being wasted is a part of life, you ask 'I wonder why we do it.' I know why: 'The Scars on our Hands...On Our Legs...' All we wish is to be alone and we feel tainted. but it's like a drug. We cannot stop our own pain. We feel none, though, if we do, it's in our hearts. We think we feel the pain of blood trickling down our skin, but it's the pain of being alone in our hearts. Others do not hate us...they see it in your eyes. The fact that you are sad and we want to be alone. Our sorrow flows and is contagious. Though we try to ignore it in front of others, we cannot hide our true feelings, our emotions are always in our eyes. Friends can see tears minutes before they really come. A true friend can see that. And i wish to see you so that i can comfort you and see you smile. I wish not for you to be 'emo emo ' as we call it but to remember that I will always be your friend. I want to talk to you. You don't want to talk me. I feel really disappointed that maybe, we aren't true friends. I want to be that but it's just- I'm crying right now, re-reading what i wrote. How i know this, I feel it now. I want to cover it up but nothing works. My friends see it in my eyes. I can see there look of concern.

Commented on: Mon Sep 11, 2006 @ 11:21pm

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Commented on: Mon Sep 11, 2006 @ 11:24pm


	Kata....Thank you i understand now y i feel what i feel...u trully are u real friend and u have proven that. I will always think about this and i will always thank you...i belive u...because my friend asked me y i seemed like crying in the hall...i tryed to hide it...but he saw it...thank you

Commented on: Wed Nov 08, 2006 @ 03:25pm


	i started just over a week ago... its a weird feeling, my other friends dont get why i do it, i dont understand either.. all i know is it feel good i think i might be going insane x.x so do they -.- anyways.. i hav no idea why im telling u sweatdrop

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Commented on: Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 02:07am


	its ok dont worry, i used to be...i stoped cause..well probably cause im getting scred of pain...idk...but i stopped..at first it feels good...

Commented on: Fri Apr 06, 2007 @ 07:31am


	... to tell you the truth I really wanted to cut myself because I feel left out of my friends so badly ... things were changing ... my family got more and more mad ... school subjects had gotten more and more harder ... my most trusted friends is not trusted anymore ... I wanted to die more badly ... I see my world without me and I see things changing I see my friends happy but my other friends I met don't want me to go and that's why I haven't talked about cutting myself I see things happy with nobody worrying about me I see things more than happy than ever ^^ yes the goals are hard to get but you gotta go for it ... I see why people cut themselves I really do and I understand why you do it

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