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Finally I am tired....What's wrong with this world ?? Noise, Noise, Noise, Shout, Shout, Shout, Hate, Hate, Hate.......- S L E E P -

Everyday is the same....the same thing happen, the same person I talk to, the same way I go, the same thing I do.... " wake up, hate, talk, think, hate, hate, hate, talk, think, think, read, write, hate, hate, hate,.....- S L E E P - Things are all the same....even if I wasn't going to anywhere, doing anything.........

Feel like I am left out.....Without me is the same with me......everything is keep on going around and yet I can't do anything to change it.......Everyone just acting the same way round to me. So do I........

Wake up everymorning.....feeling tired.....feeling hate.....everything is going to be the same again. I will put on my same mask and put on my fake smile and talking to everyone who put on their mask and fake smile just like me. EVERYONE IS SO FAKE !!! EVERYTHING IS JUST THE SAME !! EVERYTHING IS SO FAKE !!

Lie, noise, cheat, threat, hate, fight, war, killing ...........everything bad.......WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO STOP !!!!!???? I just hate this world, this place where EVERYTHING IS SO FAKE, EVERYONE IS SO FAKE !!! AND THE SAME THING FOR TOMORROW AND TOMORROW !!!

I want a place where everyone can act what they think is right, is good and act or talk or they want !!! I DON'T WANT A FAKE WORLD WITH FAKE PEOPLE WITH THE SAME OLD THINGS FOR TOMORROW !!

I cannot tell my friends , I cannot speak my mind to everyone I saw, I cannot act what I think in my mind ...I only have you, have you who read this journal, have my monitor, my keyboard.....

I can only keep on writting and hoping for a better future, different things for tomorrow, truth within everyone !! I CAN ONLY KEEP ON WRITING, DOING THE SAME OLD THINGS EVERYDAY !! - NOISE, NOISE, NOISE, SHOUT, SHOUT, SHOUT, HATE, HATE, HATE........- S L E E P -

F I N A L L Y , I G O T T I R E D .........
G O T T I R E D O F T H I N G S A R O U N D ~
G O T T I R E D OF F A K E T H I N G S ..............
- S L E E P -