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This hurts more than it should. o.o For no real reason..

Okay, one of my friends, whom I feel REALLY close to, and like very very much writes music. I love to sing his music.
He made a new song, apparently. He has the test mix up on his sn.. So I checked it out, figuring it was just him on his synth.
Nope. Girl's voice.
It was one of the Japanese girls (er, he writes J-pop, as he's Japanese) singing. I know her. I know there's nothing between them, but for some reason I'm really jealous and sad. I know it was proubably because she can easily read the kanji, and proubably isn't as picky when it comes to her singing (I seriously have to do it over and over and over and I'm never happy with it)

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My heart hurts, though I know it shouldn't.

On another note - we were in Guitar center (Dinelle, me, and Michi) and I saw this AWESOME, SEXY BASS for $80!!! o.o
I was joking and told Dinelle that Dave technically owed me that much for the birthday gifts I got him and all the dates I took him on (just this year, not counting anything else I've ever bought him XD) and I heard her ask the guy about layaway - THEN she told me not to tell my mom about the bass. o.o
If she/they get it for me, I may cry with joy.

.. Well, that's all for now, I guess.