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Wow, it's been a long time since I've been on here let alone posted a journal. A lot has happened although I don't want to put it all up. Some bad times happened but with help and meds, they're gone now. I still feel lonely since my bf of almost 3 years dumped me, won't talk to me, and says we're never gonna get back together but I'm trying to keep going and not dwell on the past as I would have before.

My hair is now red too. My mom dyed it yesterday but you can still see some of the blonde if you look close enough.

I'm also mad at someone (they aren't on here) because they will date me and stuff but they don't want to try to be bf and gf again. He says I could be a: friend, ******** buddy, or friend with benefits but not a gf and he keeps trying to kiss me. No no no. I don't work like that. No kisses for him.

Anyway not much else going on here. The point is I'm on my way to being better and nothing is going to stop me anymore. I'm going to try to overcome my paranoia, not dwell on the past (except for happy memories), start accepting complements more, and stop worrying because it never has done me any good and it never will, so why bother?

Well that's all I got. Sorry, it was longer than I meant it to be. PM me if you want to know what's been happening. See ya!