gaia_angelleft ughhh (again) gaia_angelright
if i write something here every day about how i hope i get a Remote, Well-Paying, Full-Time, Not Evil job in january, do you think that will make it come true
i had a sudden burst of feeling like "maybe i can really make myself go to the clinic in a few weeks to finally get blood work and various tests done" and then it was quickly extinguished by realizing i still have medi-cal red-tape to work through because it's impossible to get through to them. i'll still try though i suppose. two of my friends have started talking about taking me to the doctor the way you'd talk about taking a pet to the vet.
i just ordered a tiny orange juice carton thing. i guess it's an ornament? probably buying anything non-essential right now is a bad idea but it was cute and i wanted it. i'm still holding off buying the prints i wanna put up for now though. that has to count for something.
can you tell that i'm procrastinating again as i write this. i have work to do.
hey i'm done with my course of paxlovid. no more bitter taste in my mouth 24/7. i almost feel like a normal boy today.
ok. i guess i'll try to work a little bit now.
shadow's been very sweet the last few days. poor little guy. he's asleep on my bed right now.
