OK so not a lot of ppl know this...just the ones that know me from the 'Real life' but I've never known my dad...I just know his first name...he's not dead or anything it's just that my mum and dad split up when I was....born?...well I never knew a thing 'bout him untill a few days ago.
I was on a holiday to Austria with my mum's best friend.
She knew him too.
I always thought that they split up a while after I was born or he just left us cuz my mum never wanted/wants to talk about him.
But now I found out that they were never really a thing.
She met him when he was in the country for buisness and then they got me,
he was happy but my mum was'n't really ( Conclusion: I'm an accident)
I don't care though don't go think I'm sad.
I know I wasn't planned but I'm here now and I'm a living person just like every one else.
But I always thought my dad didn't want me instead of my mum.
So he asked her to move in with him when we still lived there (There is Riga,Latvia now we live in the Netherlands) he lived in Russia and was a wealthy buisness man.
She said no... stare ...so now I don't know..
When I thought he left us I was a bit mad at him.
Now I'm a bit mad at my mum but I can't confront her with it cuz she doesn't want to talk about it.
So what to do? I have a quite small family (Ppl that I know I mean) it's just my mum and my grandma...the rest I never met so or they're dead or they don't know or don't want to know me anymore.
I'm 13 so I can't just leave the country and look for relatives stare
I don't know any last names just a town where my dad lived or maybe still lives...
Does somebody have a story like this or maybe an answet of what I can do?...I'd say : PLEASE!! gonk I'm quite helpless, I want to get to know my family!!
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