so many nights did I sit and cry and wonder why you weren't there
so many days did I sit and cry and ask God "why am I still here?"
so many weeks did I sit in my own tears and blood
then one morning I decided I was finished, it was done
I would not allow myself to hurt
I would not be allowed to cry
I would not let myself be burned
I would not let myself die
I pushed away everyone who tried to get close
because my heart had already been broke
it had been shattered like a star from above
it had been ripped like the fragile wings of a dove
you broke it
So many nights did I sit and think of when I could trust again
So many days did I sit and think of why I could not grin
So many weeks did I sit and think of Him, lost in a trance
All it took me was a single glance
Then one morning he asked me a question that I just could not deny
I cautiously took His hand and I began to fly
He bandaged all my bruises
He held me when I cried
He protected me from the fire
He made me feel alive
you drifted out of thought as I gladly let Him in
and, as time went on, I began to grin
but the most amazing part was when our bodies touched
our souls mated and we became one
we fell in love
He makes me feel so beautiful
He makes me feel so free
But most of all, He loves me
I'm giving Him my whole heart
you can't have it back
now here comes the hard part
you need to get on track
there's a beautiful person out there for you
it just so happens it's not me
I've found mine
I'm free
I found someone to love
and so will you
it's finished, it's done
good luck to you
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