We had a storm this morning and I found out I have the worst anxiety attacks. I run to my room (basement) and I always think if theres a tornado we're all going to die, and i found out im afraid to die I don't wanna die, to leave everyone I love and to hurt everyone who loves me.
So theres this guy in winnipeg that I thihk I fell hard for, very had, And now after somethings he doesn't talk to me much, and him not talking to me Ive found that just how much him not talking to me hurts its making me sick, literally like throwing up and i know its not a flew because Ive been throwing up a week after he wouldn't talk to me much and its been about two weeks and i know its stress. crying
My cousin is comeing here, shes moving here and im happy and shes going to the same school as me too.
Kerris comeing back at the end of july, I can't wait.
As of yesterday me and my girlfriend are back together, our relationship is an on off thing
Im probly going to b.c for a week from the 1st of august to the 8th for my cousins wedding, I can't wait.
Umm I think thats all I have for right now. When im in b.c i'll try to update if I can get internet.
TTFN biggrin
smexy_bebe181 · Mon Jul 24, 2006 @ 01:45pm · 0 Comments |