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You know what I just noticed about myself?

Whenever I drink from a can, I look in it before I drink from it. Just to make sure there's nothing floating in it. Why the hell do I do that? It's not like I've had a traumatic experience or anything.

The thought of drinking from a can and swallowing a bug or something that flew in because the sugary drink smells good scares me, though. Ew. I'm glad I check, but what the ********.

[Crossposted from my LJ, because I'm a stupid whore who has nothing better to do than write in literally five journals at once XDXDXD On different personalities mind you but still! HAH~]

Hi Jyuin I love you. n 3n heart

Hm. I really don't care that Jason's hanging out with a LOT of girls lately-- when I say a lot...I mean...a lot. Lmfao. He's a ******** pimp. lol As long as he's mine in the end, I don't give a crap what he does in his spare time.

Although I wish he'd stop being a pimp and find time to talk to me on the phone xd xd xd

Ah...I wonder if I'm being too positive about this. There doesn't seem to be a problem to me. I mean, I do the same thing, and I know I'll stay loyal-- I hang out with a lot of guys and I like to make perverted jokes because they're damn funny. (Maybe I'm just incredibly immature, but who cares?) Jason and I are freakishly alike, which is probably why I was so attracted to him in the first place-- he's like a gay man who isn't gay. He isn't afraid to be a bit out of the gender stereotype, he takes care of himself to the best of his ability, and he has a strong concience. He has similar issues...he's got biracial angst sweatdrop , he's affected greatly by the weather = A= (moody near the full moon anyone? It has something to do with the gravitational pull or the magnetism or something, but it's a real disorder, I swear...I didn't know it existed until he told me about it and I asked Elinii if it was real. It's like...lunar...something or other. Whoever finds out what it is gets a cookie). We're both incredibly proud people which could bring up issues (soo competitive...) but who cares? heart

Eli-nii says I should watch him atleast a little bit...maybe I will, but it's just not my style to be controlling y'know. confused Just...*hand flap*... do whatever. Don't get killed and it'll be all good.

I wish I could say that and not be worried that he's drifting away from me at all. mad Argh. He's never online and he's like, screening my calls or something. He didn't have anything to say about my letter other than "your writing is cute", though. mad mad mad I'll talk to him and see if I can't come to an understanding of "TALK TO ME b***h ONLINE RELATIONSHIPS ARE FRAGILE" Y'know.

Argh =w= heart