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I can't get over Eric. I've been trying but it's just too hard. Whats wrong with me? Why does hurt to think about him? I think it's because right from the start we got along amazingly well. Hanging out with him just felt really natural. I onlt started to feel awkward when i realized there was something between us and it kinda snuck up on me. Once i was used to that everthing was fine again and he became a really good friend of mine really quickly. I can talk to him more easily than any of my other guy friends and some of my girlfriends. When I'm with him, I lose track of time. The first day back at school i met him on the way to the library. We walked back and forth behind the rows of books talking and eventually he completly forgot what he was looking for and we just sat there on the library floor talking. It was obvious to alot of people that there was something between us, so why is it that he backed off? Is it my fault? I wish i could at least still see him, even if it is as friends.