Yeah, so now I'm going to rand about my health, because there's no one else to b***h to. No one ever reads this anyway, so it can't possibly do any harm, right? Oh, and I thought I'd just say that I had an entire multi-page dissertation on how I hate society and people that I was typing in here. I was well into the...second or third page when my laptop decided that the thunderstorm was getting a bit too close, and it was going to give me a bsod for no particular reason. The storm was pretty far off, and actually I was going to finish up and log off soon. But now everything is fine. So yes. Now about health.
I fainted again today. No one was home, but I fained into the chair in our living room. Usually if I sit down I'm ok, but I didn't quite make it. And now I have this new thing. I can't hear when I get like that. I have orthostatic hypotension (when I stand up I can't see s**t, feel dizzy, and sometimes faint), but I've never heard anything about hearing. It's like there's a ringing that gets louder until everthing is real soft, and my ear drums hurt, then it slowly comes back. Yawning dosen't help, either. It's odd. Mother Dearest says I'm probably hypoglycemic. But what the hell? I don't think so. That seems absurd. But what do I know? I'm just a 16-year-old know-nothing. Yeah, that was stupid.
But now I'm getting sick again. And I'm ******** sick of getting sick. And being sick. But then if I get depressed/angry about it, I just get sicker. I hate my lack of immune system. I might as well just get AIDS now. It wouldn't make a difference. Then at least it would make a good joke. Now people just say "what do you have, AIDS?" And all I can say is "no." And that's no fun. I could say "hell yes, I do. Would you like some?" But no. No. No fun at all.
Damnit, someone give me AIDS. And skip the whole HIV thing. That's just retarded. I was full-blown AIDS. Now.
Anyway, now it's almost 1am and I should get to sleep. Because I'm responsible like that.
Hobey-ho.
DrasBrisingr · Thu Jul 06, 2006 @ 05:59am · 1 Comments |