I'm worthless
It doesn't matter how much of your heart you pour out for someone. It doesn't matter how much of your soul you carve away to make them fit within you. It doesn't matter how much of your life you change just for a chance. It doesn't matter what you do for them, because it will never be enough.
Love is a fleeting feeling that lasts for moments at a time.
It doesn't matter if you find peace in the little things. Someone will take all of your joy and turn it into sorrow. It doesn't matter how much you love them, and continue to love them.
It won't matter that you sold your dreams. It doesn't matter you moved your life to storage. It doesn't matter you looked at houses in a state you've never been to. It doesn't matter how much you thought you loved them.
They never loved you.
You were cast aside the moment they grew bored with you. They came in questioning your choices and made you seem like you were the bad person. In the end they were the one that left you ruined and in pieces.
It doesn't matter if you tried to make them happy from a million miles away.
It just wasn't meant to be.
It wasn't meant to be you and me.
Kaseki Manji · Fri Feb 21, 2020 @ 04:11pm · 0 Comments |