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Last night i had a really bad dream. the past few nights have plagued me with nightmares, but last night was one of the worst.
I had a dream that i went to my ex's house. I remember running through the house looking for my cat, george. Now IRL my ex is taking care of George until i can move into a pet friendly apartment. I was looking and looking for my cat. I ended up making it to the backyard where I found my cat on the ground, passed away due to a bite wound on his poor tummy. I saw myself run up to him and hold him and cried. I woke up shaking and crying. I miss my cat so much and i wish SO BAD that i could have him with me right now.
So i decided to text my ex strictly to check in on my cat and to see if he was still ok with me coming to get my cat here soon when i go to move. (im going to get my cat back either way)
I haven't heard anything in the past 12 hours. I'm stressing out that something happened to my cat for real and no one wants to tell me. I asked for the help of another close family member to my ex to try and find out whats going on, since he doesn't want to text me, maybe he'll talk to her.
I really hope this isn't going to be a dream come true. a rage will be unleashed within me that i've never had before.

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