I'm pretty sure my coworkers think I'm strange 😅. This week I just realized that I creepily smile to myself when I'm deep in thought about something. I never noticed that I did this until they would pass by my desk and teasingly say "Taryn what you smiling about". I didn't realize I did that until they said it again for the 600th time Thursday! It just now hit me lol.. I already fit the stereotype of a school shooter by being so quiet and withdrawn, now this just adds to my creep factor 😫
Anyways, other than what's mentioned above, work has been going well. I used to be so anxious about answering the phone but now I'm doing pretty well with it after doing it for a month now. I'm still extremely awkward, but answering the phone is kinda helping me build my social skills a bit.
Lately I've really been slacking still with my relationship with God and that really bugs me. I'm supposed to be praying for others and studying the Bible but Ive been feeling so lethargic lately. The war that I saw in my dream 2 years ago is just around the corner. So many lives are on the line but I don't know why it's getting harder for me to lift a finger. All I want to do it lie in bed and play on my cellphone 😟. I'm gonna try harder starting Monday...though that's what I've been saying for weeks now... Time is really short so I'll try staying off social media and YouTube for a while (hopefully).
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