_____________Is it not for me?_____________
Or are relationships not for me?
Am I not made for these wife and husband relationships? Is it because I'm young and want to explore? Am I afraid of commitment? I don't know. I'm afraid. I'm angry. I'm confused.
Who am I?
What do I want?
Why do I, an asexual, want to flirt with or kiss multiple people? Why do I, though repulsed by sex, want to have sexual relations with multiple people?
I'm not who I used to be, and I know I never will be again, but that scares me senseless.
WHO AM I?
Who can help me?
How will my significant other react if I do end up being polyamorous?
What am I going to do?
Or are relationships not for me?
Am I not made for these wife and husband relationships? Is it because I'm young and want to explore? Am I afraid of commitment? I don't know. I'm afraid. I'm angry. I'm confused.
Who am I?
What do I want?
Why do I, an asexual, want to flirt with or kiss multiple people? Why do I, though repulsed by sex, want to have sexual relations with multiple people?
I'm not who I used to be, and I know I never will be again, but that scares me senseless.
WHO AM I?
Who can help me?
How will my significant other react if I do end up being polyamorous?
What am I going to do?