Looking back at old PMs, friends journals, posts and the likes. While I miss my friends who joined the site with me or introduced me to it I find myself noticing things I hadn't noticed before. One of those friends, whom I have long since lost contact with, seemed to have been unusually mean on the site and I don't recall her behaving as such in person. I find it strange how much I didn't truly know most of them.
I lurked then, not as much as I do now, and I would drop into forums with a bit more confidence. Now I just hide behind the screen. I am unsure when this change took place or even why. One of the reasons I joined was to make more friends.
Maybe later this week I will go try to be more social in the GCD instead of just watching everyone else.
Collecting for no reason save for the hope that one day I can have a bouquet.
"I am here, still, the Hero of my own dreams, and let me please keep my place in yours." Lestat de Lioncourt