My Happiness is broken My happiness is shattered the jagged edges cut my hands and my heart how deep are the wounds?
Happiness is never how much or how big or how precoius.. its about being happy for what you have, not what you want or lust after. Still.. you can't help but want more, is it possible to have what you want? Are some lives cursed wiht having to be dragged through a mediocre of a ditch of a life where nothing getrs better then a apoint and the rest is unfulfilled dreams? The dreams fulfuill your expectations but over fill them too far so when tehy fall they crash creating a bigger mess to mop up and breaking your heartinto smaller pieces. Is it worth dreaming when none of them come true? When anytime you think something is precious and possible.. everything turns around and you find yourself screwed holding the pieces of a dream you once felt so close and perfect. But what is perfect? .. nothing is perfect.. only God.. and nothign can limit to him. Anything else that seems to be perfect, the cracks and holes are just being glazed over. The perfect imperfection. Just a laying trap in wait to shatter your dreams and your ahppiness. The cursed life thats been given to a few.
Dark Ocean · Mon Dec 13, 2004 @ 12:07pm · 2 Comments |