Will you ever put it down? Take a step back and look around? Tell me if you can even hear the sound, You are lost, you need to be found.
Take a second to look at your life. And all the people you decided to cast aside. Tell me why I had to be one of them... You used to be my best friend.
The words you said dug down real deep The damage done causes defeat I can't explain to you what you did to me Maybe one day you'll be sober enough to see.
I understand why you needed to search You had to figure out your true worth In the process did you need to alienate me? You've always been like a role model to me.
Despite the drinking, despite the rage I tried to give you the benefit and look the other way But you lied when you said that you had it under control When really the problem never left home.
What does it take to put it down? Til you're all alone and your family has left town... Does being drunk feel so good you're ready to give up, everything you started and the family you tried to bring up...
Somebody like you shouldn't make me afraid You're the kind of person I used to count on for a save... now all this extra stuff is getting in the way can't you see how unattached you are today?
My heart yearns for you to say my name. You used to tell me you were proud and that you loved me everyday. The pain I feel from losing that I take, If you never get better I'm sure it will be to the grave.
You think you are so strong but you need help But you're not stronger than these demons you need to help yourself admit that you can't do it by yourself your whole family is standing by to help...
You're screaming and throwing yourself in a rage your tendencies keep landing you in a cage... You seem eager to stay Stop pushing the pills away.
I'm naive to think that you'll get better after all, you've always been a fighter Maybe one day you'll get sick of resisting and accept the help you need so you can keep on living.
I miss the man that I used to know I know this man isn't just for show... you need to admit that you're the problem to regain what you had, I'm really sorry but until you do, I can't talk to you... I love you dad.
marzeatskids · Mon Apr 11, 2016 @ 01:55am · 0 Comments |