Hey. smile Right now its about 11:30 pm, close to midnight! Ha, I know, I'm crazy. But hey, school is out! Yay! Got out the 2nd. And the last day of school was totally awesome. Party at the pool, cha-yeah, rock on. I heart Brian. He is so hot. Lol. Seriously. Yeah, he's hot, but he's not someone I'm gonna date. I'm just single...*sigh* But I do have my eye on a few guys. One on here, too. *shifty eyes* sweatdrop Well anyways. I'm working on my avi at the moment, been fishing a lot lately to get some money. Tonight it was especially fun. I was in a room with this guy named Haruko_Naota. It was awesome, I drowned him and then he came back alive and he kissed me. redface Okay, maybe that was the guy I had my eye on. But oh shush, don't look at me like that exclaim Grr...He's really nice. Unfortunately he had to go. Anyways...I recently joined Gaia like a week or two ago..and..the fishing game only loads once a day on my comp so don't be surprised if you see me in a fishing room all day lol. I also post on the chatterbox forums for free gold, and yeah. I'm also trying to figure out how to get a poem I created published. Everyone I've showed it to liked it, and a few of them said I should get it published. I'm also working on a story. Its called "A life revolved around lies." Its about a 14-year old guy who was adopted when he was a baby and he later finds out he was adopted, and runs away with his friend (Laurie or Ashley. Still deciding which name to use lol.) They use the limited money they have, and travel from Maine to New York to the orphanage he came from to find his real parents. And yada yada yada. Well, here's the poem I want to publish. Private Message(PM) me about what you think of it...
Life:The truth
Will there ever be a true heaven or hell?
We want to believe in it, to push us to be good, but you will never know or be able to tell.
Why does god test us so?
While he watches us cry and hurt, die and go.
He watches our lives dwindle, our strength evaporate, where in life there is no loan.
While he sits there and smiles and laughs at us, atop his big and mighty throne.
Why does he do this why does he make us live this?
Jesus died for our sins, why must we suffer too?
He teaches us, treating us like puppets for whatever he wants to do.
He is our teacher, our god, but at the same time he is our killer.
Some believe when they die they go to heaven or hell, the light or the flame.
To me, its all a big game.
Let's see what they learn, lets kill off their family, lets make them suffer until we drive them insane.
The thing that fills our world is the word that you hear most often;pain.
Like a knife stabbed into your back, or a sliver in your thumb.
But all those meanings of pain are just plain dumb.
The true pain is inside, it tears you apart until you have no soul, till you have no mind.
'Til you don't know who you are, what your purpose is, and you will never again find.
Does it really matter who we are, why we're here, who we're with?
Heck, life can be a lie sometimes; a myth.
So keep close your friends and your family, let yourself have the ultimate rule
Go against god, challenge a duel.
Live your life to the fullest, be who you are, and you'll die knowing you succeeded.
View User's Journal
Demonic1200's Daily Journal.
I like horses, writing, rollerblading, and dancing and listening to music. My journal is just going to talk about things that are happening recently with me. So, Enjoy!
 |
demonic1200
Community Member |
