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OwOMeOW
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We are Hurting
I love you so much, but our living situation is toxic. There are problems here, that aren't being fixed. To me this means you don't love me enough. You seem like you aren't willing to make a nice life for us. I want to be with you forever, but living like this is killing me! My forever is ending...

I try to do as much as I can... I'm stuck worrying about the big things, while you claim all the little things. The bill was supposed to be your responsibility. You are supposed to work a job while I cannot! And when I can, WE are BOTH supposed to work. Weather it be a job, or at home, or possibly taking care of disabled family members. It doesn't matter who works where. If you want, YOU be a stay at home dad! I guarantee I won't make as much money as you, but I'll try a hell of a lot harder.

I still love you, but I feel like I can't live with you. Living in this house like this, is causing me to go through so much depression. I feel trapped here too. I can't leave here, and there's no where to go. Just sit here thinking about the same old problems. None of them being fixed... and It's not just you! No.

It's also my brother, how lazy. You really are just a p***y. I can't tell if you are gay or not! Nobody can! Everyone asks behind your back.. Just come out with it if you are! But honestly, your mind is so mentally screwed up. You can't think about anything else but winning a freaking game! You have to wake up and instantly get on the nearest console or computer and play whatever game! And you stay like that all day, till you go to bed. What kind of life is that? I'm afraid for you, you are 19 now! I'm not going to take care of you like you are my child. You also need a freakin' job! If you are afraid you can't stand for 6 hours, toughen the ******** up!!! So you rather be a broke a** loser, just because you don't want to stand? -_- I hate you, I just simply hate you!

I'm stuck being pregnant, hungry, broke, and dirty. I'd fix it all if I could by myself! I can't though! I get dizzy trying to cook everyone food! I just wish everyone left for a couple hours a day so I can get s**t cleaned up around here!! >_< I can take care of Hunter all alone for the day.. I'll even have dinner ready when you come home! I can't go work a job though! Trust me, I WOULD LOVE TO! I love working, Making money for your household FEELS GOOD. You are accomplishing something more than sitting on your a** all day doing nothing at all. I'm talking to both of you, Jonathon my love... You at least do more! But Drew... my brother... I'm highly dissapointed. When we moved here to be with you so you wouldn't be alone... You were going to get a job. But now you are worried, about what? Not being able to work, or losing a job? Just screw what they think when you work! None of them matter, act! Just act all day, be nice even if you don't feel nice. If you slip up and cuss out your boss, that's fine. I did it already! I already messed up before you did, and I'm ok. In fact, I still want to work.. I loved my job, managers and co-workers can just be douche bags. Don't work with them then, quit. Find somewhere new... That's what I wanna do.


OwOMeOW!





 
 
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