I've been meaning to make a journal entry for what seems like eons now, haha.
Well. This is it. I graduated from college. It's still kinda amazing to think about, how I'm done. Now more classes, no more grades. Now I just have to go off and find myself a real, big-girl job. I thought it was going to be easy. That I was just going to sub a lot and I would be good to go. I didn't think it was going to be so... hard, to even find a subbing job. But, I have my very first one tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous. Actually, I'm really nervous. I don't know my way around the school at ALL, not to mention I have no idea how the class is going to act. I'm consider a "sub" so they're going to try and get away with a lot of things... What if the teacher also doesn't have a lesson plan set out or anything? I really don't feel like drowning.
The only good news is that tomorrow is Friday, and Friday = test day. AND I'm at the same school where my cousin teaches so hopefully she can show me where everything is in the morning. Soooooo hopefully that will help a lot. I don't know; I just we'll just see tomorrow, haha.
But I think once I start subbing more, I'll grow more confident about doing so... or at least that's what I hope will happen. But besides trying to find a job, I'm also going to try and better myself this year. I've started washing my face every night before I go to bed. I want my skin to start looking clear because I'm getting married in June.
Yes. Getting married. Can you believe it?! I got engaged back in March of last year... It's been almost a year of being engaged and sometimes it still doesn't feel real. But it is and I couldn't be happier. I also couldn't be more stressed, as money is a constant thing to be worrying about. But... somehow we'll make it through - I just know it. smile
Anyways... I think that's all I can think of at the moment. I hope to start writing some more this year too... I miss it an awful lot, but more than anything... I just really want a job. sweatdrop
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