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Darkness consumes
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*Dark clouds cover the endless sky, shrouding the world in grey. Rain drops fall reviving dying plants. A girl with blue hair in a school uniform stands by a window looking out. Her reflection staring backf at her. Down below students leave the building, umbrella's up. In the girl's mind she hears laughter which isn't really there*
I can't remember the last time I saw the sun.
*Ghostly people appear around her laughing and pointing*
It never stops.
*Miko looks back and sees someone throw a pucket, shielding her eyes someone pushes her to the floor.*
I wish it would but other times I accept it.
*Closing her eyes she bows her head*
Person"Your dumb!"
Person2"Stupid girl!
*Opening her eyes she sits up to see everyone in class. Frowning she stands up no longer soaked*
I'm not those things.
*Walking to a desk she grabs it and throws it to the board*
"SHUT UP!!!"
*Everyone gasps seeing her but then fade away, the anger on her face disappears. Hearing laughter she looks back. She's in the cafeteria, from a far she sees two friends laughing and smiling*
I was always envious of what other people had.
Girl"Hey want to go to the mall?"
Girl2"Sure."
*A third girl comes to join the two*
A friend or best friend.
*The blue haired girl walks towards the three girls but then sits down to reveal the living room*
A friend...just like on tv.
*Going to touch the screen she falls, landing she stands up straight. From a far she sees a girl holding birthday balloons and a small cake*
No one ever gave me things...not even a card...
*The blue haired girl looks down and sees a birthday cake. Tears drip onto the cake*
I no longer want my birthday to come.
*Dropping the cake she removes the paper hat. Wiping her eyes with her sleeve she walks over the cake leaving a trail*
It's nothing special and I always cry.
*Stopping she finds herself in the courtyard. From a far she sees a table of flowers with people handing them out. A guy gets one to give it to his girl*
I wanted a flower.
*Appearing infront of the table she stares at the flowers. Grabbing one she makes a small smile as everyone around her fades a way*
A daisy would be nice.
*The petals fall off and the stem rots*
Voice"Can I put this here?"
*The girl looks up to be in math class and sees a guy place a huge hand made card on the chair along with a box. The words build-a-bear on the side*
Teacher"No one mess with this ok?"
*Looking forward she sees a desk with small chocolates forming a heart*
How come I don't get things like that?
*Turning to her desk she's having lunch with family*
Mother"I don't get how all the monkey's in school not one looked your way."
Father"I just don't understand why you haven't had a boyfriend yet."
*Getting up she walks off only to fall on her bed*
No one likes me thats why.
*Going on her back she stares at the ceiling hearing her mother*
Mother's voice"No one's born accompanied"
*Frowning she sits up*
Seeing bestie's, men carrying roses, couples holding hands made me sick.
*Getting off the bed she throws the pillow*
I want to spread rumors so their is no longer a best friend. Tell men their being cheated on or go up to a couple and act like I slept with her man.
*Falling to her knees she shuts her eyes tight*
I'm tired of crying...tired of feeling...
Voice"I'm here."
*Gasping she looks up and sees two men stand before her. A small smile appears on her face*
My life has been nothing but pain.
*The two hold out their hand*
Voice"If you need someone to talk to I'm just a call away."
*Taking their hands she stands*
All I'm remembering is the bad things which hide the good things .
*She stares at them with teary eyes and a smile on her face*
I fought so hard to prove my parents wrong. That friends do exist but....
*Both men shred like paper then blow away. The girl stands in the middle with people around her walking away*
Everyone else just left.
*She closes her eyes bowing her head. A younger her appears before her with tears in her eyes*
Younger self"Please don't go, please stay with me. Was it something I did? I'll change, I'll do whatever you ask. Please don't leave me alone."
*Her younger self falls on her knees in defeat and cries before vanishing. Opening her eyes to see herself back in her room she sits down*
No one ever stayed. They spoke to me for a year then disappeared.
*An envelope falls into her lap, opening it she sees a letter*
Girl's voice"I write to her everyday telling her everything so she doesn't miss out."
*Crumpling the letter she tears it*
Why can't I have that?
*Hugging herself she closes her eyes*
Person's voice"This is for you."
*Opening her eyes she's standing in the hall with some people holding flowers in her hand. Smiling she looks at everyone*
I was a fool...
*Appearing by a room far away she stares at herself*
What I saw was nothing more then a lie.
*The flowers fade from her hands and a cake is on her face. Knives stabbed into her back, she's smiling as people laugh at her. Frowning at the scene she closes the door, lying against it covering her face as tears fall breaking down*
"Their's no such thing as good people. Not one good person exists on this earth."
*Sliding on the door she sits bowing her head letting the tears fall on her lap*
"Their all cold hearted thinking nothing but their greed and themselves."
*Leaning her head against the door she shouts*
"Their just laughing at me, no one wants me they never did."
*In the corner a computer screen turns on, an envelope appears with wings. Flapping covering the entire screen*
Computer"You got mail."
*Covering her mouth she sees the computer repeating three words. Getting up she walks over as one by one people appear*
Person"Your just poison."
Person2"Ignore"
Person3"Go away!"
Person4"Like I'd hang out with you."
Person5"No one likes you why don't you get that?"
Person5b"Like anyone would want you."
*Stopping infront of the computer bangs shadow her eyes*
"Your right..no one misses...I doubt I even cross their mind."
*Grabbing her shoulder she glances away as tears form in her eyes*
"What am I doing here? Why am I here to only suffer? It's not fair. Everyone has a loving family, supportive friends, a lover. I bet their not alone because people always want them around."
Computer"You got mail."
*Shutting her eyes tight she hugs the computer tightly*
"I WANT TO ESCAPE!!"
*The computer screen shines brightly causing the people around to vanish. Loosing her grip she lets go and falls*
Go somewhere far away...a place where I don't cry or feel lonely...
*The computer floats as a cable flies toward her*
Their's no computers or cellphones.
*A cable wraps around her wrist and stabs her. Gasping her eyes glow, images moving quickly threw her mind. Moments of laughter, moments of happiness, moments of belonging. Gently she lands, tears form in her eyes seeing the two men hang out with her*
Voice"MIKO!!"
*A girl appears and the two hang out. Tears stream down her face seeing the images*
"Chibi....Kenta....Yaro...."
*The cable lets go and all goes white. The three appear standing before her*
Yaro"We all want to see you happy Miko."
Kenta"Come now cheer up."
Chibi"We want you."
"You guys."
*Runing to them she smiles, Chibi grabs her wrists as Kenta touches her shoulder while Yaro strokes her head. The four fade leaving a little girl crying*
Little girl"No one wants to play with me."
Voice"We'll play with you."
*Looking up she hiccups*
Little"You do?"
Voice"Sure."
*The little girl smiles and laughs. In fades to show the four walking away. A cellphone is heard, snapping out of it. The girl looks at her phone, the screens reads "we're here." Looking out the window she sees her dad holding an umbrella. Closing her phone she runs off*
I'm grateful to have three awesome people in my life.
*As she passes rooms it shows glimpses of memories*
Forgive me for being difficult and having to deal with.
*She hears laughter echo all over the halls*
You all bring me joy, fill my life with sunshine.
*Closing her eyes a tear twinkles in the corner of her eye*
I couldn't ask for better friends.

THE END


~Bonus~

I want to go back, go back to the happy times. Go back when we spoke, when we laughed. When we acted like best friends...
*Miko is behind a door staring at Kenta writing on paper. Turning around leaning against the hall she sighs. Yaro walks by, staring sadly at the ground two ghostly images of her come out*
Miko"Kenta! Yaro!"
*Shaking her head causing them to fade she walks off*
Voice"MIKO!!"
*Being hugged Miko smiles*
Miko"Hi Chibi."
Chibi"Want to get some cake?"
Miko"Sure."
*The two walk off, looking back Miko sadly watches Yaro turn the corner and Kenta close the door*
I couldn't stop the silence that appeared in are friendship.
*Looking at Chibi she smiles*
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SnowyBlizzard
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commentCommented on: Fri Oct 23, 2015 @ 04:35am
*claps* beautiful~ ;u;


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