okay...i don't like diaries...so...imana tell u ppl bout kirsten...well...she's pissin me off right now...but i'm not gonna tell her cuz she'll get pissed and argue...then i'll tell her she's right...and she'll get even more mad cuz i didn't wanna fight...and i want her 2 get gaia really bad...but she's bein a b***h bout it...and she wants 2 get myspace...i don't like it...it gets 2 many ppl in trouble...and i asked her 2 not get it...and she got pissed...and then i made a deal w/ her...i told her if she got gaia...i'd let her get myspace...and she wanted 2 b a b***h bout it and said 'i'll get myspace whether u want me 2 or not'...and that pissed me off so effin bad...cuz it was supposed 2 b a friendly deal...and she had 2 piss all over it...i was quiet 4 a shitloada time...then i left...when i get mad or upset...i get quiet...my friends know this...and she pisses me off when i go sumwhere w/ her and her friends...she acts different...and treats me like s**t...though...she'll deny it...just cuz her and her friends are in highschool...i'll b a freshman and she'll b a sophmore next year...but...i'm thinkin...i was her friend first...why am i bein the 1 left out? and when we go sumwhere...i coversate better w/ her friends than i do w/ her...that's sad...and they treat me better 2...i try 2 ignore these things...tellin myself...it's just me...there's nuttin wrong w/ how she's treatin me...but i just think...she doesn't care...and i really don't care if she reads this...she'll just get mad and yell at me...then she'll ignore me...then...i'll feel bad...cuz...it'll be my fault...and she'll text me weeks later tellin me that this fight's stupid...when she's the only1 pissin bout it...and she'll come over and give me a hug...and i'll forgive her...i'm stupid huh? she'll be pissed @ me 4 writin these things...i don't ever tell her whet's wrong w/ me...she always tells me 2 deal w/ my own problems (like my parents) and i do...in my own way...but...can u really blame me? (if ne1's gonna comment..don't joke around..i'm not really in the mood)
BakaCharm · Mon May 29, 2006 @ 09:50pm · 2 Comments |