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Feeling low.
even the dreams i used to have are faded and seem impossible to attain. Thinking of giving up being an individual and just going with the rest of the herd. Not asking questions anymore and just going with whatever ebb or flow pushes or pulls me. it's all losing it's luster. nothing shines, not even me and i used to shine so brightly. nothing really tickles my fancy or amuses me anymore. used up all my happiness on friday night i suppose and this is blue tuesday. lacking in all aspects of my life; health, relationships, finance, shelter...did i miss any of the basic needs that Maslow elucidated upon? likely and if so then i'm lacking those too. just bummy feelings of not accomplishing ******** all and of no hope on the horizon.