Today is Wednesday. It has been about 3 days since I have seen Andrew. I miss him Everything just seems like a waste when I can't look forward to seeing his goofy self. I'm sad. I understand it's not his fault. I understand everything. But, I don't see why I should bother. I'm just an angsty teenager. Life's a b***h. I should just get over it, and make a new friend. I should. I can't. I won't. Life may suck. Yet I can't and won't move on. It is simply impossible. Yes yet again I'm angsty. I know it. Perhaps I'll grow out of it But I don't think I will. It is something that takes more than just time. It takes friendship. Something I have. Yet it's lacking what it used to be.
oopymmas2 · Thu May 11, 2006 @ 06:05am · 0 Comments |