For about three weeks me and my boyfriend had been having problems and little fights but we had always worked it out. I was concerned and asked him what was wrong. He told me he felt like two different people with two different sets of feelings. Half of him loved me and the other had no feelings for me. I started freaking out because this guy was is my life. Then I was talking to a friend on MySpace and she was telling me how she liked me and stuff and then she asked me out. I had been begging for someone to talk to and none of my friends could help so I said yes. About three days later after feeling like I was constantly going to puke, I broke up with her. About a week later I figured it was time to tell him because I just couldn't keep something like that from him. When I told him he said he was discusted and wanted nothing to do with me. That was about 4 weeks ago, and I can't stop thinking about him. I'm in 7th grade, and I went out with him for over 5 months. Usually it's really easy for me to get over stuff like this but I can't...And all my friends keep telling me that it's not worth it and he was a jackass and all this other crap but truly to me he was the single best thing that ever happened to me and I'm still obsessed with him...I have major problems....And I just want to make everything better between us but he doesn't even want to talk to me and it hurts...It hurts so bad...
I am heartache. · Tue May 09, 2006 @ 12:34am · 1 Comments |