I like the chase of getting a boyfriend then I do being in a relationship. When I get a boyfriend I become numb to the feeling. Saying I love you is just like saying food is ready, come eat to me. I don't feel the meaning in the words anymore. I think it has to do with long distance relationship because that's all I can get. Am I not pretty in my own way, or is it because I don't care what I look like and sweats all the time? I'm clean, I brush my teeth and hair, I don't stink. Must I paint my face, wear nice clothes, and shoes that hurt my feet to get a boyfriend. Is my personality not enough? I guess I do because the only time people tell me I look pretty is when I do all that. I wish no body could see anyone face or body when they went looking for someone to love. I feel like the cover of the book keeps people from looking inside. Some books may be a little thicker then others but they can be better then the thin ones. Why do you want a five minute read when you can spend a much longer time with a thicker book? Can we go back to old times where being bigger and pale was pretty, but also meant you were rich. Hmmm? Would that be the same today? Does being thin, tan, hair done, make-up done, and name brand clothes mean you look rich there for being pretty? Does money really run everything in the world. I guess I'm getting lipo, going to the tanning bed at least twice a week, buy the name brand clothes, and making sure I always have make-up. If I did that I would have to be rich to make sure I can do all that. This world is ******** up. Good day.
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