I'm kinda back to square one again.
feelings of uncertainty are back.

i'm just really scared now.
about my life. my future.
my inability to do anything.

...you ever feel like wanting to disappear?
run away forever?
not wanting to worry about anything,
to simply not exist.

but there are the things that you don't want to miss.
people. places. things to do on your bucket list.
you just don't want to miss it.
you know you'll regret missing out.

does the good outweigh the bad?
if not, I really want to end everything.