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My life passes by
like the whirlwind it was
I see all my mistakes
and things i tried to hide.
I see the knife
and feel the pain
when it went thru my skin
and black tears fell away.

I wish i could redo it
its not fair that i cant.
I wanna take back
all the lies i told
expecially the ones
with "I love you" inside.

March 22nd
is the day it all changed
The day ill remember
forever and for always.
They asked the unsure
to come up and welcome
this new found Glory
into their lives.
I was the first up
i had tears in my eyes
i was scared to death
but as sure as life.

i wanted You in me
I needed You to count on.
I feel as if the pain washed away
when i said "please forgive me".

It's been a month and 4 days
since that has happened
I feel u inside me
helping me carry on.
I used to see darkness
in everything around me
But now i see the light
of living each day without a care.

I'm happy to say
Im learning more
every single day.
I'm done pretending
I love you so much.
And im proud to be
an almost Jesus Freak
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