Slowly i'm cutting off my connection so i wont be reminded of you.
I loved you so much, i wish i had done better by your side, yet in the end it doesn't even matter because you chose to be with someone else instead of me.
I guess you always wanted us to end for what you told me and showed me through your actions that everything we had and shared was meaning less.
Oh how much I would love to hold your hand one more time and talk to you and hear you say you still love me, but it would only make things harder.
I think I grown to hate you now.
You shown me through your actions that within a couple of days that the years of our relationship meant nothing to you.
Even though we promised to stay friends no matter what happens, this is the one promise I can't keep.
I loved you too much to go back to being friends again and watch you waltz away with someone else.
So I need to cut you off from my life to keep myself together.
If you ever look for me, I will be in the shadows crying from the painful memories that I kept until hopefully someday someone can come rescue me from these "wonderful" memories.
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