11/23/2013 7:17 PM

Every single memory created since then a waste. Destined to be shared with no one. What is the point? I had experienced all in life I cared for on my own already. Gave away the very best years of my life to build something beautiful...just to lose it immediately. Nothing new to seek out. Only looking for more to keep me busy and safe from insanity until the time comes. What a shame to waste these beautiful memories. No power in these hands to change my fate. So I will put on a smile and continue on.